scattered thoughts

i'm the type of person who has 45 million things running through her head all at once.  sometimes it's difficult to put everything down into organized conversation so i use these to help keep me sane...

currently...

i am: turning 28 in a few weeks

i think: way too much

i know:  i'm going to be a nurse someday

i want:  to get into maryville's evening and weekend nursing program

i have:  great friends

i hate:  people who play games with my mind

i miss:  my parents

i fear:  falling on the ice

i feel:  a little sleepy, but not ready for bed

i hear:  the tv...criminal minds

i smell:  the pumpkin wallflower i have plugged in 

i crave:  water

i search:  for someone

i wonder:  if i'll have to go to work tomorrow

i regret:  not speaking up

i love:  getting to wake up without an alarm

i ache:  to know

i care:  about healing people

i always:  turn off the lights when leaving a room

i am not:  blonde...i just have moments

i believe:  that Jesus loves me

i sing:  in the shower

i don't always:  articulate my thoughts well

i fight:  with my emotions

i write:  only some of what i'm feeling

i win:  only sometimes

i lose:  in the last round of spoons  :)

i never:  drink alcohol

i can usually be found:  doing homework

i need:  to drink some more water

i'm happy about:  the snow day i had today

you're wondering if i think this all at the same time.  the answer is yes.  sick isn't it?